whirlwind life, facebook,etc

Things have been so very insanely busy that I've almost forgotten how to relax. The closest thing I get to relaxing these days is farmin on facebook! And even then I find my mind wondering to the dishes or the laundry or to work that needs to be done. Its good, I mean busy is good but a day or 2 off a week is good too. Guess I'll have to settle for an afternoon or 2 off.

I got a new job since my last blog. Over a week now. I'm not sure how I feel about it just yet. Its challenging and consuming and nerve wrecking. I know it will get easier with time, once I get into my business mojo and get into the swing of it all. DH comes home from work and says "how was your day" pretty much daily and I'm still answering "uhhhh" and shruging.

Sometimes I still feel that fog, its like the beginnings of a panic attack. I can usually talk myself down from it with some deep breathing,etc but man getting overwelmed with life sucks. Dh always asks what is it?...Boy don't I wish I could tell him. Its nothing and everything all at the same time.

Anyone ever have someone added as a FB friend and then regret it? Yea, thats me. I've got 4 people who absolutely drive me up a wall with their rediculous FB chatter. Some of them blog when they burp or pee. I mean seriously, TMI...TMI that noone cares to know about. And its constant! I could care less,really. Then theres my poor poor pg cousin complaining about how big she's gotten and how they are monitoring her now weekly for lack of fetal movement and she's soooo tired of going to the dr. BLAH BLAH BLAH....My comment to her was that soon it will be over and she'll have nothing else to worry about except for labor and delivery...oh and 18 yrs of responsibilty for another human being. Yea, she cant wait to get this baby out. She has no clue. really. I have friends who have found me from HS. People who I haven't talked to for yrs who add new pics of their little ones daily. They don't care to comment on anything in my life because obviously none of it is as important as their child(ren). Yet I feel that they expect comments and ohhs and ahhs everytime a new pic goes up.....Moral of the story, really think about it before adding someone as a FB friend. I mean really really think about it. Make it what you want to make it.

Well I've jabbered on way too long and have to get up early agian tomorrow for another long day. I don't feel Ive even touched on the main topics I wanted to, LOL..Maybe time will surface and I can get a good catch up post soon for you, my tiny tiny audience who I love and adore! Altho I do wish the nameless would come forth, I like to know my aundience :)