he said he was tired of feeling like he wasn't wanted anymore and tired of me pushing him away. i can't believe this, i feel numb.
numb and unlovable.
6 years ago
Ramblings of my journey of self discovery and acceptance in the aftermath of a surprise pregnancy followed by a miscarriage. Here, I talk,scream,cry and occasionally laugh about the wonders of my life, my marriage, and almost anything I feel like typing really. So, take your shoes off, make yourself comfy, I'll fix you a drink. :)
Oh hon, I am sorry.
ReplyDeleteHave you guys talked about what this means? Can you guys go see someone?
((hugs))
i probally should have phrased the blog better, he left. packed a few clothes and left, not actually moved out. At least not yet.
ReplyDeleteThe only talking we've done is he called this morning asking if the house had any damage from the storm that came through early this morning. I told him about the master baths skylight which sprung a leak and he came today while I was at work and fixed that. I was hoping he would come tonight, once I was home so we could talk... But I guess he doesn't have any talking to do, afterall I've drove him away.
I made this bed of nails and now its time for me to lay in it.